October 12, 2009
HAIZIts like 7 am now..
N i have been like tryin to like **TALAATHU** myself to sleep.
but its like totally not workin..
haiz..
THIS PAST ONE WEEK
i have been in my aunts house helpin her with the DEEPZ preparation..
no time to even come online in the afternoon like i normally do.
onli in the night.
somemore onli like for a few mins..
FUCKED UP!!!!
soo,
Today my aunt n i manage to finish all the DEEPZ preparation.
i was soo happy n like straight away HOP onto the computer chair n roll myself towards SUJA akkaz lappy.
scally wen i log into my msn..
i was like "AIYO, Y SOOO BORING??"
than "SOMEONE" came online..
she started sayin tat i meant NTH to her n im like ALL the other guys she noe.
n she said she doesnt wanna talk to me anymore. (ONCE SHE PROMISED ON ME TAT SHE WILL NVR LEAVE ME AT ALL)
i was like thinkin "WTF!!!!"
n she even said i ONLI like DOKES,
imma FLIRT n she doesnt TRUST me anymore..
i was like soo BLUR n SHOCK at first cause
i nvr do anything n startin part already i KANNA FUCK..
When u wanna accuse anyone of anything,
U MUST FIRST MAKE SURE U GET UR FACTS RIGHT B4 GOIN ALL OUT TO TEKAN THE PERSON..
N u said u will be there by my side no matter wad happens wen u were goin through a ROUGH PATCH of your own..
n now,
wen ur happy n got wad u wan,
u just break the promises u made to me.
WTH la.
i know ur bad at keepin promises,
but than dont u think u went A LiL OVERBOARD...
is a persons life MEANINGLESS to u..!!??
WAD WOULD U HAVE DONE IF SOMEONE WHOM IS SOOO DEAR TO U DID TAT??
HOW WOULD U HAVE FELT!!!!
n yes..
WHY DO U CALL ME *VERY* STUBBORN??
FROM YOUNG I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN A GUY WHO NVR GIVES UPS TILL THE VERY END.
IS THINKIN POSITIVE A WRONG THING???
WTH LA!!!!
N U THINK UR THE ONLI ONE ON EARTH TAT CAN GET HURT!!!,
N OTHERS WILL NVR
I DO MISTAKES 2..
IMMA HUMAN 2..
INFACT EVERYONE DOES MISTAKES..
EVEN GOD DOES MISTAKES!!!!
IF NOT Y WOULD I HAVE AN ANEURYSM IN MY FUCKIN HEAD!!!!!!
haiz..
i think i better stop here.
the last thing i wan u 2 noe..
YOU WILL ALWAYS BE MY OTHER HALF
I FEEL AS THOUGH I JUST LOST MYSELF
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=(((
