October 14, 2009
Today
my mum n i wen over to my grandma'z house for my
grandad prayers.
fuckin borin sial.
kanna force to pray LUR!!
i really dont like to do wad i dont wanna do..
i use to be a believe tat GOD existed even though i dont pray at all.
BUT
After wad i wen through this yr,
i like lost the believe tat GOD even exist.
than my aunt all can say tat the reason i recovered fast after operation was because of the prayers they did.
i was like WTH!!!
For me,
The reason i survived the operation was because of my own WILLPOWER
n my NVR GIVE UP attitude.
All i was thinkin abt was to recover fast soo tat i can do wad i normally do n be MYSELF..
